You will know who your real bestfriend when you're down.

Feel familiar with that statement? But have you ever felt that way? I guess its my turn right now. When I feel that glory belongs to me, I feel like I have everything. I have amazing people around me. But when I'm weak, I guess they're gone, then if its a reality, what shall I expect anymore?

As time goes by, now I could judge who my real bestfriend are. First, thanks to people who still support me even the littlest one, I really-really appreciate it. But where are the people that I expect could do more than just ask "whats up"? You know, i dont need some kind a friend who could be so over-care only when i am in broken heart. I don't really give a fuck about love matters. As I grow up, I know which things better to handle with yourself are. We are not child anymore.. Problem grows up, we eat new atmosphere everyday. Family, friendship, life, health, money, carrier, college, passion and so on. Told me about PATIENCE? So whats the point of you are being my friend if you're NOT here when i need? Sounds egoist, isnt it?

I don't know how to be a friend like you want.
The thing i only know, is, i accept you unconditionally as a friend. That's all. Wait, how long we've been a friend? Did i be friend with an invisible essence called "wind" after all this time?


And you know? It's simply to say love to y'all. But please, show it tmme.