What has been taken from u, let it go. Be thankful and stop complaining. You know you deserve better.

Today, I've learned what friendship is, who my friends are, and who are the real them.

Firstly, I know that it's hard to be brave. I have a friend, you can mention it as X. And he's the really coward. He asked my best friend to attacked me with his own way, blamed something on me - what was not my fault at all. First I thought, Could he do anything more useful than this? But even thought was an thought, finally, all I could do at that time is crying, and did all my best to defend myself. The second thing is, the occurrence was happened again. And the victim is, her GF, who is also my best friend. Devil and angel in my heart whispered softly. And of course I didn't know what should I do. I know that I would make a pain in her heart for the many time. So I decided to just send her a short message - of course with my own language, that's several said that it's painful.

Secondly, my friends are thinking about the way to be at peace. Kutul and Alfi is get into mischief and it seems that they won't to look each others. By the time I was shocked to hear that because something that I know is they were look like a perfect match of BF, even I know that nothing's perfect. So Dewi, Ruly and I went to Galeria with a big intention to solve this, in spite of we want Tutu come back. But yeah, I know that life's game. If we were fail, we can win another one with many chance that's waiting for us. PS: The result of this is, badmood attacked me and I feel like he was gonna blame it on me, again and again. So it haven't been solved yet.

Thirdly, this afternoon I held some conversation with Dewi Ruly Yusuf Anam and Echa. With some topics that didn't have any clarity until now. Skip skip... And then I know that we have differences with others. But this is world. World was made from, so it could be one and be something called diversity.

Hmm... I think that's all for today. Maybe there's something that I felt I can't handle it by myself but I don't want to share it here because... Nananana..

PS: If you're a person that could say something more than 'be patient' if there's someone shared a story about themselves, come to me. You're the person that Im looking for!